Sunday, August 14, 2005
got this from someone else's blog n found it real sweeet n true :)
Love
"It is foolish to blog about Love. But i will try. I will try to articulate and put into words, something so intangible, in hope it will make sense to some people out there. I realised Love is not about myself being happy. As cliched as it might sound, Love is about making that someone happy. Love is about letting go in order for greater and more long term happiness. For that someone. It is about praying nightly for the other's happiness, bargaining with God,"I will give up mine for yours.."I should know. I have already done that. Love is about falling in Love, all over again, all the time. It is about how some gestures touchthe deepest part of your heart.To coax a smile involuntarily, to make things slightly brighter, slightly better. He Loves me, that's why all things about me is appealing and adorable. It would be inaccurate to say He Loves me because of what i do.. Instead, its precisely cause He Loves me, that's why all my quirks are oh-so-cute to Him. Love makes you see all the small bits about others and makes you Love all the small parts that add up to the whole person. It makes you smile indulgently at insignificant matters, from how He talks when He is serious, to corny jokes,or the way He looks when He is being bullied, or how He smiles when He is giving in to me, even including how His voice will go all low and quiet and cold when He is upset, to the way His arm snakes protectively around meand how He reaches out for me subconsciously. It is possible to bask in the glow of Love reflected from His eyes, to watch oneself morph into someone's princess. To believe for that very moment, I am more than just another girl, I am actually someone breath-takingly Special."
k k i feel so in love n am so glad that i've found him. i feel like i'm the luckiest girl on earth :)
mm, i really want to get into dance blast so i can save money n stop going to studio wu for lessons. it's freaking 10 bucks for an hr's lesson okay! mm, hope that i can get through the auditions but heard that it'll be reeaal hard. betcha there'll b lotsa pple with dance background going for the audition. *crosses fingers* just hope that the auditions wont be too tough.
i'm still not used to uni life, like going to lectures alone n stuff. i missed arts o week so i haven't been making any friends from arts n it's kinda sadd. luckily i still have my bunch of guidsey/jc friends n willie who will always be there for mi :) thanks alot peeps *slaps on back*. mm, i wouldn't know how to survive without u guys. but like willie said i should learn to be more independent so i'll try. however, i am too stoned to pay attention in lectures n too lazy to study my notes at home for now. okay, maybe after i meet ya n andrea i shall read up on the history of spore. *dreads
a mighty mighty long post. great start :)